nice CREATIONs of our CREATOR...

salam...

The rain just stop..n I slowly make my way to the bathroom to take wudhu' as it was already 6.00pm and i don't perform my solah yet..hohoho

As I'm on my way..Suddenly I just 'stop n stare' :P the view in front of my eyes..
huuuuu...it was STUNNING + SHINNING n SIZZLING!
hahahhaaaa...
u wanna know why...
<---- this view lor...cos it looks so0ooo yellowish (which is my fav colour ever) plus its s000oooo0 FRESH...even the 'lopak air' is still there...

I don't really know that there is such a GREAT scenery outside of my room..if its not bcoz of this rainy + windy evening...hehehee
Actually....the main point is this tree!

yarrr...this golden tree makes me feel like i wanna stand there 4 the rest of my life...hahahaha...
so0ooo HYPERBOLA lor~
but its true with that kind of view plus the 'angin sepoi-sepoi bahasa' hehehe...n this YELLOWish tree...
huuuu...bahagianyerrr

I just can't stand with anything that is YELLOW in colour...
even my 'selipar jamban' also is YELLOW in colour meh..
yup, i wanna everything in YELLOW...d most important is PELAMIN lar...hahaha
hehehe...dunno why i'm so0ooo obses on YELLOW...hemm why lol~
~ nice huh?.... @_@ ....i kept stand there 4 a while n forgot bout what is actually i should do..
till I satisfied with all the pic taken...

then suddenly I remember something...
"Aiyaa..sulah 6.30pm.belom solat lagih ma...!" haha so..the morals of the story are...

1) perform ur solah earlier
2) dunnot to0oo OBSESS on YELLOW colour
3) don't slowly + lazily walk to take wudhu' then suddenly sing the song 'STOP n STARE'..hahahah

thanx 4 reading my dull day on a RAINING evening!
b4 i end...this is what i get n its 1 of my arts..thanx to that Yellowis+freshing evening..


credits to:
* k.Yana for the camera (huuuu i duun hv any cam...sooo0o SAD lol~)
* n me,myself n I-->SizZLing SuZai_choi for the picture editing

mom..dad..LOVE..

salam....

" Syurga di bawah telapak kaki ibu "

when ppl asked a really simple question to me..
"do u LOVE ur mom?"....
i juz like thinking 4 a while..
although guys of coz u will straightly answer "Of coz who doesnt LOVE their mom...?"...but...huh..

this is kind of hard 4 me..but juz wanna share ya'll
my STORY...my LIFE....
the thing here is i cnt easily expressed my LOVE towards my mom ( as well as my dad ) maybe bcoz of the gap between us...i used to stay a far from her since what juz happened in our family..huuuhh
ppl we see like we hv a really GOOD relationship huh...?
1st we look SIMILAR rite?...then we look like we hv no prob between each other n even s00oooo CLOSE as mom n her daughter..

unfortunately...its kind of no-no...
dunno what is exactly our prob..we always argue bout the small-small things such as TV program, computer, her missed calls n a lot of CHILDISH stuff!
im so0ooo TIRED of it..as u know why...if i just shut up my mouth...she will just saying whatever she wanna say which is RIDICULOUS n doesnt make sense at all..
well of coz ya'll wanna an example huh..dis is some of what she said..
" I knew that when im so0oo old, u n ur sister will feel that im a burden n u guys will leave me at the old folks home..!" she said without feeling any GUILTY..hishhhhhhhh....

aiyaaaa...I'm TIRED - TIRED - TIRED!!!!
actually this is kind of FUNNY but the reality is s0oo00 HARD to hear...hemmmmm
i will not publish it here of coz...Juz kept it between me, my sis n HER!!!
but what u should know is..u cnt stand it..
u juz like wanna go n run away from d house n ur OWN mom!

maybe bcoz i kept on blaming her (of coz n of coz my dad too) bout what had happened in our FAMILY..
i can say dat i dont hv FAMILY...a HAPPY family!..maybe it juz a song...
sounds so0oooo CRUEL huh?
but this is what i felt...s000oooo TIRED!!!
dunno when it will stop...juz pray dat it will STOP...plz..once...

but guys...( my eyes started to...)
once...just IMAGINE that one day u wake up n..
u r already alone in this world...without ur LOVED one..
no mom...no dad...no sis...or whatever..
ITS EMPTY!!!! ( I start crying...huh )
u dont hv anything...guys..
maybe dis is d feeling of the orphan's kids we saw in the TV or whatsoever..
which i cnt help from crying if i saw those kids...especially during 'Aidilfitri'...
so sad guys...they r just too YOUNG to live alone in dis challenging world!

now..i dont really know what i should say...
LOVE ur parents before they died...or...appreciate 'em before the gone....
or LOVE 'em as they LOVE u guys...hemmm...
sounds weird...coz im not d one who practiced it although i knew it..
guys...
one thing dat i cn say here is...
" If u feel like ur mom always babbling at u...scolded u even u r already 21 now...but she still treat u like u just 2 years old...
just think dat ONE DAY when she 'gone' n disappeared from ur eyes...
guys...theres no one will babbling at u, scold u when u didnt go back home on weekend..
n d most is theres NO ONE u can call her MOM!"
( im crying rite now...seriously...)

guys...LOVE ur parents...
im still trying my BEST to do it...although ya'll will say dat Suzai..its simple thing..hw come u didnt LOVE 'em who gave u birth n care of u since u r a baby till now...!
i know...i know...but to show it...huuhhhh...i'll try....
of coz I LOVE 'em...n of coz...
this is my BIGGEST fear..
" LOST MY PARENTS!"...
i dont wanna think bout it...ALLAH the ONE who knows EVERYTHING!
lastly...

" adik SAYANG MAMA n PAPA...! "
what had happened was happend n its already a bad HISTORY for us...now we should move on n FORGET bout it...coz i know it will never ever be d SAME!

SM Town 2009 mania...

huuuuuuuuuu....

in the end i cannot wait till tomorrow to buy d SuJu n Mirotic albums..
yup..i just came back from Times Square n still dont sleep yet...
rite now I felt lil' bit dizzy n my eyes r trying so0oo hard to keep themselves from shut offffff...! so pedih lar ini mata...but...
hahahahaha....so0ooooo sooo0ooo EXCITED!
guys...i've already own my d-very-own...

SUPER JUNIOR 3rd album SORRY SORRY version B..
version B lol~coz d POSTER is d-one-dat-u-will-nvr-regret..it has all the 13 members there!

n also..
DONG BANG SHIN GI 4th album MIROTIC version C + clean version
(Under my sky)...
This is d LATEST one coz u will get the CLEAN version n also the Acoustic Mirotic version!Here r some more pic of those CDs...heheeee...
This is the POSTER of the 13 members dat i said before...it short but long...

hehehe..of coz to fix all the 13 oppa there...so00ooo NICE!HWAITING SuJu n DBSG oppa!!!!

d other things dat i bought...
plus...d MOST valuable thing...
yARR hw cn i refuse to buy this...yes its ONLY RM10 n its YELLOW!

am I shopaholic?
lalallaallaaa....
btw,
credits to me, myself n I for the PICTURES editing..
SizZLing SuZai_choi

SUPER JUNIOR 3rd album 'SORRY SORRY'

<-- Super Junior new album the 3rd album "Sorry Sorry" version A!
yup...got d version B also..
Super Junior d' Top Korean artist from the SM Town Entertainment company...make a GREAT comeback with the NEW yet STYLO + ala JAPANESES boys style image n come with d s0ooo0oo CATCHY songs..

D 1st song in my playlist which u hear it rite now...is...
jeng jeng jeng...
ya larrr... dats SORRY SORRY by Super Junior!
enjoy it....

oppa new look..




















d differ of d A n B version are ONLY d COVER of d CD n d PHOTO album inside it! :D
hahaha...but 4 us as d peminat-KIPAS-mati a.k.a Die-Hard-Fan of SuJu oppa, it is TOTALLY a GREAT confusion lol~
hehehe...whether we one 2 buy d A version or d B version heheeee.....or BOTH!!!

n d GREAT-GREAT news is..im gonna GRAB it on dis coming SATURDAY...hahahaha...so EXCITED although there is 150% potential that i'll spend bout RM150...
aiyooo....
rupe2 nyer akuh nih BOROS gak ek...camno nih?
neway, guys atleast..
u should listen to their 1st track 'SORRY SORRY' by Super Junior
i tell u lol! its totally differ with their previous one...
dis sound too good n d MOST is their LIVE performance during MUSIC CORE,,
oppa, u DONE a GREAT-GREAT job...to all of d 13 oppa of mine! >_<

SUPER JUNIOR hwaiting!!!!!!
from Malaysia's ELF...

THERMO is SUCKs!

salam..

hahahhaa...hoohohooo...
d tittle is too much huh...!
aiyooo...manyak TENSION wooo00oo..
i've juz finished my 2nd mid term of THERMO-fluid which is d MOST 'sucker' subject for both manu n mecha engineering student..

dunno why is it s0ooo HARD 2 understand but d most is it is to0ooo HARD almost IMPOSSIBLE to answer all d questions..even u have already memorized all d formulas needed but...hemmm if u didnt understand d concept...sorry guys it will b d SAME!!!!

juz pray i'll pass dis course ya... :}
insyALLAH amin...
btw, now is already 5a.m n i.ve class at 9a.m tomorrow well actually bout 4 hours to go...n i got PRESENTATION lol~
x habes2 presentation...BORING Glerr~~~~~~
k will continue next time...

my BELATED BIRTHDAY speech!

salam..

now is already 3.09 a.m n today is 17th March 09...
huuuu...HAPPY BELATED BDAY to myself!
yup, yesterday which was only about 3 hours ago was my 21st BIRTHDAY!!!

actually i wanna write something b4 d' day end..
unfortunately, i dun hv time 4 that...lalalallaa..
I juz finished my report n now the time for me 2 'pour' all the things in my mind..

There's nothing so0ooo SPECIAL for this year except d fact dat it INCREASING
my age number lol~
dunno i felt a lil' bit sad..maybe coz again maybe coz some of the important person in my life didn't wish yet...lalalala...
i know dat actually they remember it but juz too busy to realize that yesterday was 16th of MARCH!

Anyhow...Thanks a lot
bahot-bahot syukriya to my MOM n along as well as Kak Naz 4 doing a simple party 4 me on the last 15th March 09 since i've to come back here on that evening...
I really appreciated it since there was a long long time ago i didn't celebrate my birthday..
hehehhe...long, thanks 4 d pizza..lein kali leh belanje lagih k!
n also to all my BELOVED FRENDS..aceh ceh..
thanks guys 4 wishing me....LOVE ya'll..!

my wishes...emmm....
Hope I can be a BETTER person as well as MUSLIMAH and daughter to both my parents!
Wish all my dreams come true especially in studies n LOVE hahaha...
hope i can get a BETTER BETTER result...amin...
warghhh...rite now it was ' hujung hujung tanduk' lalalala...
and actually there's a lot more wishes n hopes... :D
cannot fit this space n the most is I've to stop here coz i've got class tomorrow mornin'!!!

again...SAENGIL CHUKA HAMNIDA to myself!

nervous...grrrrrr

"TIME IS STICKING..TIME TIME TIME IS STICKING....." Epik High, One

salam.. fuh...just about 1/2 hours 2 go... dunno why suddenly i felt nervous... maybe bcoz of the number 21 there... aiyooo...still dont want it 2 b happen! whatever it is i just came back from home hohooo... n now i've got a lot of things 2 do...but still wanna write something here...hehee wokey will b continue later..

Digital Clocks & MySpace Layouts

so0oo HEPPY!

salam...

coz im so0ooo heppy since i've already succeed in changing my backgroud although its from other's design...i mean not from my arts lorr...hehehe
but at least guys it was not as SKEMA as b4...hoho..

n bcoz of dat...
i would like 2 attach along d' NEW + HOTTEST MAG in d' store dat u should grab it rite now!!

13th March 09..juz wanna write something..

Salam...

3 days to go...hohooo dont want it 2 b happen coz what?coz i will increasing my own..... :D
"Saengil Chuka Hamnida 2 myself"
actually i hv a lot of idea on what should i say here but still dont satisfied with my blog page...hemmmm SKEMA jer...

im still trying my best in exploring the setting of this blogger web...huuuuu could someone plz help me..i wanna change the bcground..
huuuuu....so it will not b so0oo BLANK & BORED!

im already tired n a lil' bit fed up...n i juz scared dat i will feel bored of it..n the next thing i will do is..." JUST FORGET ABOUT dis BLOGGER-BLOGGER things!!!"
aiyooo....cannot like dis larr SUZAI u've just started ur BLOG 2 days ago!
n now u've already GIVE-UP....manyak susah woo ini mcm...

so hw come? plz lar someone thought me k...
whoever..whenever...whereever u r...juz gv me a call at number....tutt tuuttt tutt hahaha " tekan tekan x dapat!"
dey, tambi im SERIOUS k..!

Lastly, im going back 2morrow morning..well actually dis mornin' at what time...no one knows even me, myself n I coz whatever time i'll wake up then i'll be ready 2 go...hahahaha..bye..

The Beginning..

Asslamualaikum...

hah...lastly i started my blog today n it was reg under 'blogspot' hahahaa...
coz u guys know why...coz about half of my frends already hv their own blog...
n as 4 me..hehehe i still stick with the frendster...soo0ooo old school ma...

so...guys u should CONGRATE urself as u r d main INFLUENCEs why im here :D
actually i hv my own reasons why i didnt start dis BLOGGER-BLOGGER things earlier...
its bcoz im to0ooo BZ to update it... :)
coz u guys might b bored reading d same things in my blog!

therefore...i will try my VERY-d'-BEST 2 stay active n make my blog as INTERESTING as u guys did it...hahahaha it will b in ENGLISH rojak-rojak lol~

*Hope dis will b d GREATEST beginning 4 me!!!...amin...