Oh gosh!

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please imagine this cuddling and xoxo with your hubby or future-hubby. caution girls, do not do this with the guy who you called as a bf! hehehe....reminder for myself as well~

Oh gosh, this is just too sweet!! seriously, i can't take my sight out of the gif. the look of both lover are so lovely. they don't need any words as they've already understood the feeling towards each other very well!

ohh..God, i don't know how to describe this but surely it is making those worms in my stomach hectically swimming in 10-speed!! haha..

now, should be end with a confession that i'm sorry guys, i'm in the mode of 'butterflies crawling in the stomach'. HAHAHHA...bear with me readers! (">.<)

xoxo

My Job Hunting Story

yup, i've finished my studies but still need to wait for another 7 months for the convocation day! haha..but still i'm so HAPPY ma...haha. now, i'm struggling to find a good job for myself. honestly, i've been working for it via the Jobstreet.com long time ago and recently, i've successfully attended several job interviews. huhu...it was really a new stage for me.

well, it just an interview lor, no job offer call yet ma..haha.. never mind the experience is much more important as saying said that..

"Experience is one thing you can't get for nothing.." Oscar Wilde

hehe..now i realized that it is really hard to find a single job. i'm referring on the professional one! opss, please know that i'm not trying to underestimate any job yarr..its just my own interpretation of my own condition in here. hehe..paham-paham je lar~  XD

anyhow, i just got another interview call which was being helped by my dearest friend who was already an engineer in there. thanks babe! so, guys wish me LUCK and pray for my success yarr..insyAllah..amin.. ^^

xoxo

When i think about u, my stomach hurts?

seriously, it happened everytime at anytime and i'm wondering why the stomach? why not the heart? is it because toooooo much worms are swimming in my stomach? haha..i guess they are hating you! LOL  =D

xoxo

Happy Weekend Dearest!

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Mode : half is delightfully Happy and another half is just couldn't stop wondering.

i am dozily lying on the bed and my eyes are staring at the sizzling stars in between the dark. that is my imagination of the peaceful weekend night which is being exhibited by the photo.

this dreamland wishful is due to the one fact that i can't stop thinking of 'something' that i couldn't give any explanations in here. however, i just can say that yesterday was something for me, something quite special happened. Oh, it really sucks when you keep on remembering, dreaming and praying on something that is 50-50. ahakksss~

anyhow, a very Happy Weekend to all my dearest readers!! ^^ today is Saturday and i'm just coming back from my workplace. haha..if you are wondering on what am i doing right now since i have finish my studies month ago, i'm working as a temporary clerk at a small company in K.L.

its better though instead of i just siting home waiting for the interview, watching tv 24 hrs, sleeping and eventually gathering the fat in my body. well, atleast my time is always 24/7 beneficially packed and besides the fact that I NEED MONEY! hahaha..

hmmm...this weekend is utterly boring and empty which i don't have any fun planning and NO WEDDING need to be attended. hahaha..this is the resting weekend for me. hopefully, it will be a great one for you although it may be not for me. hmmm...c ya again on Monday. insyAllah if i have any extra time, i will keep updating with you.

Thank you so much for the reviewing and reading in here. Love ya always.. =))

xoxo

[Photo] Katy Perry Glittering the March 2012 Interview Mag

yup, she is the The One That Got Away's Katy Perry. looking sooo different but still maintaining her delicately beautiful face plus the voluptuous curve! *envy*

these are some of the spread photos from the March 2012 issue in the Interview Magazine. featuring the gorgeous Katy Perry who is looking seriously hot and glamorous! oh, i love the burlesque concept in here which is well-blended with her look. by the way, when was Katy Perry ever looking ugly??? LOL

however, i just wanna claimed that she is also being listed in my crushes as i adore her sooooo much. she is absolutely beautiful and talented plus i'm addicted to her EVERY songs!! thus, wish your career will be forever sunshine and be strong on your controversial personal life, Katy.

*** the photos are credited to thelavalizard.com ***

xoxo

[Photo] Layang-Layang Terputus Talinya

Title :  Layang-Layang Terputus Talinya

Location :  Taman Layang-layang, Selayang.

Camera :  Canon EOS 550D

oh, I MISS YOU GUYS so much! here are some of my beloved classmates and this was taken on one day before we were being dispersed to our own path and journey. the plan was spending the very last moment together as we don't have any idea when will be the next meeting.

now, it was already a month passing by but we're still contacting with each other and busying looking for a job. charmingly, we keep in touch with each other and take a turn updating on any walk-in interview, so we can go and try our luck also-together. hehe..we're always stay positive and no envious feeling as we believe that "kalau rezeki kau, kau punyer ar, aku cari yang lain!" hahaha..its kinda similar to that LOL. haha XD

talking about the next meeting, we're planning to gather at the JobFair on this coming 31st March 2012 at the MidValley. so, then if some of you are also planning to promote your resume there, hopefully we can meet and say "hi" to each other. haha..then c ya on that day. Bye!!

by the way Thanks to the rojak-photographers for all the photo above including me. ^^

xoxo

INFINITE "Be Mine"

Ohh goshhhh here is my not-so-new addiction. hahhaha..another idol group from the k-pop world. let me introduce you to the INFINITE!! please don't judge them before you're PLAYING the MV below because that was what i'm doing 2 year ago.

at first, i was ignoring this group as i judgmental them without trying to listen at them AT ALL! then, on the last year when i was incidentally watched their SUPER-DUPER AWESOME medley live performance at the Music Bank in Tokyo, now i just can't stop loving them! ("~.~)

here is the "Be Mine" in the Japanese version. oh, i prefer the Korean version more but still this MV is addicting!



omo omo..seriously i CAN'T STOP admiring the song and the dance!! and the fact that this song had successfully captured my heart for the first time i heard it and i decided to register as their DIE HARD FAN starting on that point. hahahha...infinite is extremely talented with the great vocal, great dance skills and handsome look! yep, that thing cannot be deny lor~ hahahaha..

as for this song, i'd consider this is the BEST from INFINITE and the second one should be "BTD (Before The Dawn)" and "Paradise". both are in the same place because i just can't decide on it. hahahhaa...yup, sometimes i can be sooooo greedy lor. haha..

the conclusion is INFINITE is the real-infinite!! they are infinite in singing and dancing and i'm hoping for more great songs from you guys. HWAITING!!

hehehehhe.....here is my oppa. SUNGGYU SARANGHAEYO, please be mine!!! ^^

xoxo

[Photo] Aishah & Hairul's Wedding.

Wedding : Aishah & Hairul

Date : 3rd March 2012

Location :  Taman Ehsan, Kepong.

Camera :  Canon EOS 550D

hye guys, i'm back with the wedding mode. haha..i'm so proud to claim that i was booked for almost every weekend to attend my friend's weddings. astonishingly, my scope of friends is real-wide which include the uni-mates, high school-mates, primary schoolmates as well as the blogging-mates! seriously, i love making friend soooo much but hmmmm...not making love harrr...!! ahaakkksss~ XD

thus, here is my long-lost primary schoolmate, both of the bride and the groom! yup, we were in the same Sek Ren Keb Taman Ehsan 12 years ago.wahhhh...it was already a history now~ so i am soooo excited to be at the wedding since we haven't met for almost 12 years and that only boy there is my bestfriend during those golden years. just call him as Zuhairi ok. Zuel, it was so nice meeting you back dear and i can't wait to hanging out with you soon!! =))

ok then, i am in corrupted mood today and i think i should end this post with THANK YOU for keep on reading my blog. i LOVE my readers soooooo much!!  ^^

xoxo

Happy Belated Birthday To Me!

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guys, it was on the last 16th March 2012 and yup, it was my born day! surprisingly, this is a late post of my own birthday..duhhh~ if you wanna know the reason of this postponed entry, it should be because nothing was special happened on that day.....

assuredly, there were hundred of wishes on my FB wall but sadly, NO CAKE or even a piece of cupcake! huhu..you are allow to cry for me readers. that was the reality when you are the lone ranger in the family and was being dispersed with your beloved babes!

OK, here is my mathematical equation of the painful big day. home+alone=highly emotional! well, i'm not writing this to expect bunch of hopeless wishes again but it just that my own interpretation of the day. hopefully, next year will be better....InsyAllah...

anyhow, here is my birthday speech. now, close your eyes and read it. haha..

Alhamdulillah...i'm still living today with a good health and wealth. yup, i'm feeling so grateful as i'm able to get what i want and eat everything that i wished for since i always remember that there are the needy who couldn't enjoy the life. Thanks Allah for all the rezeki. 


however, i always realized that i'm not a good muslim yet. i'm lack in everything, the ibadah as well as the good deeds. do please forgive me...insyAllah, i'll try my best to improve it although i kept committing bad deeds in the same time. dear God, i know that saying thing is not as easy as doing it!


hence, i just want to make a biggest wish for myself which is Ya Allah..i'm hoping a beautiful life for myself. a moderately beautiful with no pain in it...thats it. amin ya rabbal alamin.. (>.<)

sincerely,
SUZAI

xoxo

My Jiwa Kacau!

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xoxo

i HATE it when..

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my heart is full with hatred!
everything i see, everything i say...
it was all about negative thingy
again i'm saying...

i HATE it when my heart is full with hatred!

xoxo

I won't say this..

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ever...coz you don't deserve me!

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i HATE myself for being soooo stupid!

xoxo

Dating Flowchart Solution

try it and if it does work, IMMEDIATELY INFORM ME and i'll do as what you've did! haha

i'm still half of the good mood since the last 2 days were real-disaster for myself. i know i'm stupid and definitely idiot! you don't have to say it right in front of my face because it will make it worst. Duhh~

however, i've seen that the life is beauty out there and i just can pray that this is the last one because i can't take it anymore. i hate to be hurt!

Thank you for making tomorrow as my most disaster birthday and surely, for making me smile for the past few days but please give it back to me!

still in the RECOVERY MODE.... =)

xoxo

Fragile: Handle with care!

why is it soooo ductile?

why can't it be a little bit strong for only this few days?

i know i'm that idiot.

Argghhh.......everything was just soo stupid!

well, it was not my intention at the beginning..

please know that
i'm TRULY DEEPLY HATE #%^#@%!!

now, because of you

i can never trust it again.....
thank you #%^#@%!!

xoxo

7.3.2012

26 years ago, A girl was born on the exact same date. then, after 2 years there came a cuter girl born as her younger sister. hahaha..but today's entry is all about her older sister not her, the baby! LOL haha..

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY ALONG BUCUK!! i'm so sorry for this definitely a late post here as i am too busy with my temporary job right now. yup, its magical, I HAVE NO TIME FOR MY BELOVED BLOG here. so sad!

spending time with my only sibling here is always FUN. the main reason should be because she is the person who always paid the bills! hahaha..plus she LOVE to eat which is the same bad habit as me. yup, we LOVE to try on various type of foods and restaurants and that is the explanation of those FOOD REVIEWS in my blog here. thanks a lot ALONG kerana menyumbangkan tenaga untuk blog ini. haha

well, actually there are lot of nice, sweet and sad moments together since we are ONLY 2 which means we are damn close! ok, she is married but that is not the excuse that could break our tied bond.

sorry guys, i'm not in the mood here but still wanna post this entry. admittedly, i feel so guilty as i've postponed MY DEAREST SISTER'S BIRTHDAY SPECIAL POST here for quite a long time. thus, i'd like to end here with the birthday wishes for her..


SEMOGA ALONG dipanjangkan umur, diberikan nikmat kesihatan especially with the baby in the tummy, dimurahkan rezeki selalu dan diberikan kebahgiaan sehingga ke akhir hayat. amin.. ^^

our not-so-happy moment at the BR. honestly, i can easily count on how many times i've tasted this special  flavored ice-cream because its not my favourite cafe! huhu..

xoxo

a LOVE without the LOOK

nerve wracking

strange feeling

butterflies crawling

the heart is beating

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seriously, fun! ^^

xoxo

Sweet Moments of Klaroline

the sweet invitation....Ohhhh my gentleman Klaus!! ("><)

Ohh goshhhh..look how passionate he stares at her!!! ("><) i want it! i want it!

ok, this scene is cute. he is telling her why he LIKES her!! haha..watch it by yourself dear =))

now this is as sweet as sugar!
Care: "I've never been to anywhere"
Klaus: "I'll take you. Paris, Rome or Tokyo?" =)

this note bringing some butterflies in my stomach. haha..also, need to watch by yourself sweety =)

Ohh, i LOVE his British accent especially when he said "LAOVE" ("^^) ohh..sooooo sexy!

hahahaha...love it! X)

hahahhahaha...Klaus, can you please say it to me! X)

Ohhhhhh the eyes, the stare and the...wth, is happening to me?!! (T__T)


Series : Vampire Diaries season 3
Episode : ep 14 & 15
Starring : Joseph Morgan(Klaus) & Candice Accola(Caroline)


this is an introduction for the not-a-fan of this American Tv series, The Vampire Diaries. Klaroline is actually the couple nick for the characters of Klaus and Caroline by the fandom. Well, this 'Klaroline' goes same with the 'Brangelina'! ahakkss~

OK now, the title is Ohhh My Klaus!! seriously, he was not listing in my hot vampires list but this time he'd successfully turn me on! ohh..this is the first time i saw him being sooo seductive and extremely cute because for the past episodes he was the fierce and the heartless original/hybrid!

ok, lets forget all the bad things about him and just focusing on the sweetest scenes here. seriously, i've never expected that this couple will exist as this was out of sudden when Tyler left Caroline and Klaus needs to feed this blonde vampire baby to make her stay 'alive'. then, there came a Michaelson's ball that made Klaus desperately need a partner in which HE INVITED CAROLINE TO BE HIS DANCING PARTNER by sending an extremely gorgeous dress! OHhh Goosshhhh....i'm damn envy on her!! (T__T)

 yarr yarr, i know i had to stop my addiction rambling here. now, let me conclude that I'M CRAZILY FALLING IN LOVE with NICKLAUS MICHAELSON, the most cruel original vampire!!  XD

footnote: sorry baby bruno! hehe

xoxo